Goodbye Dad

I can't believe you left us, without even a goodbye, but that's the thing about death, it just hits when it wants and it's the loved ones left behind that have to sort through the heartbreak and shattered pieces to try and make sense of it all. Heck, I was just making fun of you the other day on mom's FB album for giving her one of your usual take the picture faces, and now you are gone, no more pictures to be taken, no more walks in the snow, no more visits out here to see us, all gone now...why, I can't even try to understand, but saying goodbye is hard, especially when I am now talking to you up in Heaven and not here in person. Just remember, through all the turmoils life has, the ups and downs, the good and the bad, you were always my dad, no else can ever take that away from you, and I love you with all my heart, but now, as you have moved on to see Susy up in Heaven, I must continue to walk here and hope that when my time comes to see you again you will be there to welcome me with open arms. <3